sorry for inactivity school is so time consuming u.usorry for inactivity  by MapleSyrupMonster
In A Weird PlaceThis is not really important to anyone but me, but if anyone wants to read this they can.In A Weird Place by SpookyArtemia
Basically I'm in a really weird place in my life right now, I just quit my job and now I just lounge around, feeling like a bum. My bf keeps trying to tell me I'm not, but I can't help but feel like I'm not doing anything productive with my time.
I can't draw anymore. I bought this expensive ass tablet and I haven't completed a single painting with it. I thought that once I stopped working I would have all the time in the world to make art. I never thought that all that time spent away from drawing and painting was time that I was losing my touch. My paintings (half completed as they may be) never come out the way I want them to. I'm stuck between wanting to draw realistically and wanting to draw anime... I've completely alienated myself from both sides of the spectrum and now I can't make a single painting look consistent..
I quit my job because it gave me so much stress, I came home